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Suicidal LullabyDon't cry now baby,
you're almost dead.
The tears are flowing
from what they've said.

Rivulets of red
from wrists you've slit.
You had tried so hard,
but couldn't quit.

You're all alone now;
your friends have gone.
Your heartbeat's slowing;
you won't see dawn.

Your life fades away
with ev'ry breath.
You are too far gone
to escape death.

Wipe away your tears,
and be at peace.
You're so close to
final release.

Tired of being sad.Real men don't cry, they say
Well maybe their right but
I'm stuck with dry eyes

And maybe I'm not right for her
She still sits brokenhearted
And I'm all out of tries

But your life
is worth the price
of me losing my mind

So if you start
to see me smile
Its not a sign
that I'm over you

I see you running through my dreams again
(Happens every night now)
I toss and turn at what we could have been
(I'd stop if I knew how)
It just strikes a nerve, the thought of you out with another man
Holding his hand
And you may ask me what I smile for
Maybe you think I'm happier
With you gone.

I'm not smiling 'cause I'm happy, no
I'm smiling 'cause I'm t

Just In CaseYou can dig up a grave
If you think you can wake the past
But what's the point
You're just opening old wounds
It's like sitting by a bomb about to blast

For someone who claims no death wish
You could have fooled me
But I guess you already have
There's nothing about you I'll miss
Like how you can't see

And here comes another pointed finger
But who's really to blame
You can't bring yesterday back to life
If the dead have already lost the game
But you can revive the ghosts
Violent spirits with a grudge
How the hell will you survive again
Your point of view hasn't even budged
In a court where I've become the judge
Face it
You're screwed
While y

No Regret“No Regret” Original Song Lyrics 5/12/13

The candles flicker
One, then two, then
Thousands more
They’re the memories in all of us
That shine brighter than the hurt in us
Life’s road is beaten down and rocky ahead
But just repeat this before you go to bed

Remember your past
Don’t ever forget it
But move on to the future
To a life you won’t be regrettin’

Put down the razor
It won’t do you any good, girl
Untie that noose, man
You can put it to a better use in this
Crazy world, we all got our certain demons
And we all got our own ways of dealin’
But sometimes those ways
Only build and build

White wolf, White flower"They say there's no such place as Paradise. Even if you search to the ends of the earth, there's nothing there. No matter how far you walk, it’s always the same road. It just goes on and on... But in spite of that, why am I so driven to find it? A voice calls to me. It says, 'Search for Paradise.'"
-Kiba
He stops to listen intently to the earth
it tells him the purpose of his birth.
A story so long and sad
when it’s over, you’ll be glad.
He pricks his ears, the wind shifts
he hears a voice that drifts.
A lunar flower is his search
Cheza, more beautiful than the trees of birch.
Arctic wolf, Lunar flower
the clock strikes 12 at the tower.
City so polluted, city so dark
how he longs for the sound of a harp.
Search for Paradise they will seek
or will it all turn in vain while we weep?
Endless deaths awaken the agony of sorrow
the pain, the losses, the tears never ending until tomorrow.
A cloud once white now stained with red
every dream you once had read.
Weep we

Jack and JillJack and Jill
Where is your pale of water
What are those stains on your clothes
I'm sure you have heard the news
Trembling fear every night
Screams and cries in the chapel of white
Deprived from sleep
A murderer is on the loose
A man of false charge has been sent to the noose
Jack and Jill
Where you scared
Jack and Jill
Where did you find that blade
How did you get that bump on your head
Was it from tumbling down the hill
Jack and Jill
It's past your bedtime
Jack and Jill
Aren't you tired
Or is it time for you to kill
Clean up your mess first
And don't be too loud
We need that pale of water
Jack and Jill
Make me proud.

LyricsWould you want to hold me tight
Like I dream you do at night.
Would you want to kiss my skin,
Even with all the scars of sin.

Would you want to save my mind
Stop it being left behind
Could you even love me
Or would you leave me be?

Oh how could I Even contemplate,
Not living with you in my life.

For all the things I've done,
How can you forgive me, hun?
Why don't you just pack and run
And take my loaded gun.

Invisible ManAs I make my way through everyday
I feel the empty presence
The stories I hear fill my head with fear
And a hatred of burning rage

Don't even try to make amends
Before your life of pity ends
Never wanted me, got no sympathy
I just can't take the pain

If there was a time when your evil mind
Wasn't filled with ice and stone
Well, now it's too late to disintegrate
So just leave me alone

Don't you dare think that I'll bend
To that stupid silly trend
No happy ending waits at the end of the lane
'Cause I just can't take the pain

I don't know where you went, but you didn't repent
For your sneaky dirty sins
Just a fear-powered coward, living in a

Once Upon A NightmarePain the world never knew and yet has forgotten
Scars where blood once ran free
Time to finish what I started
Once upon a nightmare

Do I feel
Do I bleed
Wouldn't you like to know
Wouldn't you like to see

With every shot at my will
You take my breath away
But you don't give it back
Ready, set, go for the kill

Do you know how many times
I've tried to wipe my mind clean
But you keep adding dirt and grime
To my very own murder scene
Not that you see
Not that you care
Not that you even know me

Do I cry
Do I scream
Wouldn't you like to know
Wouldn't you like to see

So often falling to take it
Just another worthless life
Everything's is not oka

renegeon the wings of a gossamer shimmer
a nearly undetectable shiver
you hesitate to pull the trigger
one too many in the chamber

inside a delectable silence
testing the limits of your compliance
vague back-talk, uneasy defiance
love’s not love without the violence

no grace
no dance
you don’t get a second chance
you just get to get
out of my way

just so you know
my stance
this was not a romance
this was a game you didn’t know
how to play

on the back of unsteady denial
a priest, a sinner, a saint, a bibliophile
go ahead, put me up for trial
I won’t stop tilting the vial

no light
no sheen
you’re as heady as a dream

Crimson SkiesCrimson Skies

A parting of clouds gives way to crimson skies
What a sight for my worn and tired eyes
I peel back the cover of reality
And return to the land of dreams
A land where you’re still here beside me

Something’s gotten in my way
I’m stuck on the road to recovery
I’m broken and alone
On my foundation of stone
About to be swallowed whole

Here comes the tide of rain
To wash away my pain
To enter every wound
And clean it out too soon
What am I supposed to feel?
When I’m not allowed to heal
What am I supposed to see?
When my eyes just lie to me

A murder of crows, squawk their last goodbyes
A black mist, in

I'm reaching out to you momI'm reaching out to you mom,
I don't know what's going on
in your world anymore
and it scares me.
I love you no matter what,
stop,
re-read that.
I mean it mom.
It's hard to take every moment
and go with it,
but you gotta stop.
Just stop and breath ahh.
And yes i'm writing this to a beat ahh,
that's when i have my feet
and the whole wide world beneath em.
Just lookin' out breathin' yeah,
this is how it is now like
life gave me a loaded gun
blOWE
just know no matter what mom ill
always have a spot in my heart
to carry on the best in you,
it's what i can do.
And i don't know how
but i'll find a way to
carry your memory
to infinity and beyond.

First written thing in a while(Its bollocks)Running with fire
I cant keep control
The problems get bigger and yet I still linger about in the dark.
But I need to play the cards I am dealt.
Even if it means im screwed.
Will I ever be able to wipe this blood of my hands?
Hide the knife? Cover the wounds? Shall it make a difference?
Its getting very dark I can no longer see the light and the walls are closing in.
No book shall be my saviour.
No false hope will carry me to safety.
Is there a silver lining to this cloud?
I think there is not.
Just a cruel joke.
I hold the trigger to the answer to it all.
Bang..And its solved.
No more problems.

The Mother of LossA boat called hope on a sea of fear.
It’s the mother of let down,
and that’s what brought me here.

I let go of your hopes.
I let go of mine.
I let go of all those
unbound by time.
If it’s gonna happen
It’s gonna happen either way.
Whether I want it to
or not.
Whether I can stand to stay.
I’m looking for something new.
Preferring what I know
the one closest to me,
the closest one to you.

I’m so far gone, I’m so far lost.
I lost control and I paid the cost.
I’ve been here too many times,
and I’ve said that before.
Dying for hope,

WaitingI was ready to die, that's no lie
But then you went and caught my eye
You gave respect, never neglect
But then René stole me away

I wasn't there when you needed me
I didn't help set you free
I missed the simple signs
Went and crossed too many lines

When I came 'round
You didn't make a sound
You weren't mad
For the time I never had

The happiness came back and a little more
You never wanted to show me the door
As we laughed, we also cried
Made it feel like I had died

You never let me down
Even with my persistent frown
You've always cared
And we're both so scared

This painful distance is a curse
But at least we can rehearse
To make o

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Drowning in DecemberI can still remember how it felt like December
The second you walked into my life.
The days were shorter, and the nights were much colder,
Every second you weren't by my side.

I hoped we would skate
Hearts and figure eights
Atop the delicate ice.
I skated as I waited,
But you never came,
And the tears froze in my eyes.

Then the ice collapsed
Into the water below
I struggled and gasped with nothing to show.
I keep swimming upward,
But I kept going down….
This December, was the one I drowned.

I can still remember how it felt like December
The moment I saw your face.
It was cold, it was harsh,
and to make matters worse
T

AshlandI remember when there was color here;
Blue skies and green grass were always near.
The aqua ocean rose up in gentle waves,
Lapping longingly at the shore in better days.

Then one day the colors turned gray.
All became as the fire's aftermath.
I never thought I'd see the day
The world died, and turned to ash.

The wind howled loud and ripped away
The rainbow hues of yesterday.
The ocean dried and earth turned gray,
And all else a monochrome of the same.

Beyond dead trees and below dead skies
And within a dry ocean is where this place hides.
It is a broken land, and in my memory cache
It has since that day been a land of ash.

Gra

Silent Ever AfterOne voice of fury, the other of control,
Both of them are part of my whole.
Both voices screaming, could I be dreaming?
Or is this a nightmare of fools and schemes?

Two voices, three minds, when will the fighting end?
Both wresting for control,
Over a mind about to go to sweet oblivion.
Somebody, silence the voices please.

Give me my silent ever after,
A quiet slice of rapture,
A bit of blissful noisless ground.
I cannot shake these screams,
They haunt my darkening dreams,
Oh torment, you know no end.

In the dead of the night,
The horrible infighting continues in my head.
It corrupts my cares, and gives me daymares,
And won't

This is LoveIt is in the small things that we see it;
A child's face or a mother's smile.
It is in the small things that we see it
That make a laugh worthwhile.

Maybe in a loved one's care,
Or a hands washing through your hair
But like biting into a ripened pear
Love is always sweet.

Love, I believe, can do one of two things:
It can ease a person to change their ways,
Bursting through the hard heart's glaze
Or it can be like a maze and mentally confound.

For those of us who find our way
Through this twisting, turning mental maze
We may spend our days
In love's enternal bliss

But hearts can break.

When your running and crying through the

Apple SeedsThere was a man with a son,
And in his dying days,
He gave his son some apple seeds,
And this is what he said:

"Son, take these two seeds up in your hand,
"Hold nice them and close.
"Find a place to plant them son,
"They're now what you treasure most.

"Just promise me you'll plant them,
"Don't think of this as a command.
"This isn't a request from your father,
"But a promise to a friend."

And the boy walked a ways,
With seeds tight in his hand,
When he came upon an odd old man
From a distant land.

He said, "Didja hear, sonny-boy?
The end of the world's a-comin'!
Drop your seeds, because any second now
You'd best start a-ru

The Soldier and The AngelOh little boy, child soldier,
Where is your hearts melody?
It seems its been lost to the drums of war.
Oh little boy, Fallen Angel,
You are strong, and you are able,
But just what are you fighting for?
He's got nothing to stand for
He's got nothing to live for
He's got nothing to die for
The only thing he still cries for is
A war scarred, still hurting heart.
Little girl with a melody,
Bring back his hearts symphony,
Keep it from the ever beating drums.
Oh little angel on your wings
He's placed all his hopes and dreams,
But all he really wants to hold you.
He wants something to stand for
He wants something to live for
He wa

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Conflicted Hearts

by ~Bionicwoodstock, Jun 27, 2012, 6:07:36 PM
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It seems I've lost my friend
To the darkness that resides inside his heart.

It seems that this conflict within us
Is bound to tear our souls apart.

Its another dark day along my path,
With a satchel on my back.
A lonely road lies before me,
And this is all I really have.

I'm walking forward to go back to the start,
A setting sun watches me depart.
The crescent moon is keeping us apart,
My friend we're cursed with conflicting hearts.

Its a day of darkness,
Cowardice born of powerlessness.

Its a day of mourning,
The friend I had is so far beyond redemption.

I never thought we'd have to fight,
I never thought I'd have to take your life.
I never knew the pain you drew upon,
I didn't know just how far you were gone.

Now, its valor versus chaos,
Its darkness versus light.
Its an angel versus a dragon,
Its you versus I.

My friend, can't we go back to the start?
Remember when nothing could tear us apart?
We used be friends forever, you and I,
But now we suffer together, separated by Conflicted Hearts.

Conflicted Heartsby ~Bionicwoodstock

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A kind of summary of my ongoing Character Arc on the RP site I'm currently active on.

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